I don’t necessarily have to be.

Wait. What?!

During this time that I am grieving the loss of a loved one; I am going to take one of my daily prompts a little further.

In ‘🎙️It’s The Game Of Life🎙️, the question was, ‘We all have challenges to overcome. How do you power through those challenges?’. Well, this is a blog and I am writing it… so challenge accepted.

As we start this journey together I want you to know a few things about me.

1. I am consistently inconsistent. Some days you’ll see me up, 44 posts and super positive. Other times, such as present, I hate all of everything and I don’t wanna.

2. I am a certified life coach. Most of the reason I am willing to do this right now is because I thrive on being able to lead by example. I’d much rather give you facts backed by knowledge, than talk out of my ass.

3. I am a passionately prideful person. I take pride in what I am passionate about.

4. I am a ‘kill them with kindness’ type of person, but I mean… Seriously, do it.

5. It has taken me nearly 30 years to become comfortable and confident in myself enough open up to others. Being an unknown mentally disabled person my whole life has been a HUGE pain in my ass. A lifetime of self questioning, on top of trying to ‘fit the mold’, lead to an equally longer healing and discovery period. I don’t need you to, I’m perfectly capable of tearing myself down.

6. I intentionally identify as Bacon. If you know, you know. If you don’t, google does and you should.

I power through a lot of my struggles and challenges by writing.

Writing allows me to express my views and emotions, but it also allows me to communicate in a way that distracts my brain. It ignites my creativity and abstract abilities, allowing me to paint beautiful pictures in plain black and white.

It takes less effort for me to sit and write my feeling, over trying to verbally communicate them when it’s already too hard to think. It is almost as if the cursor and accountability to never relying on spell check have created this beautiful symphony that only I can hear…

… until now.

As I go through this life experience, I am going to do my absolute best to reflect my current mood in every piece.

Let’s see where we go.