Staring Down The Barrel…


Good Morning. I hadn’t planned on writing today since I released 3 posts. Clearly, something else popped into my brain.

This morning, the Governor of Arizona declared that all flags be placed at half staff until May 11, 2023 in honor of the victims of the Allen, Texas Mall Shooting.

I respect this decision as it was an unfortunate and unnecessary loss of life.

But, Good Ole’ Chef V has something to say.

As all my other posts, if you are sensitive- you should stop here.

I’m just going to jump right in. As an individual who has been trained, carried, used and at one point owned a firearm- WHY THE FUCK ARE WE, AS A COUNTRY, ALLOWING SA RIFLES TO BE SOLD OTC?!?!

Prior to Texas, Americans have suffered 209 mass shootings in 2023.

TWO HUNDRED TWO PEOPLE HAVE PERISHED. NINETY SIX WERE CHILDREN UNDER AGE 11.

Let that sink all the way in. Two Hundred Two Men, Women and Children…. and it’s May. The National Average is about one mass shooting per week at this rate, compared to the 36 totaling out 2022.

Then -as if that wasn’t heavy enough- the media takes the story and tells us , “Eight people are dead tonight, due to a mass shooting at a Mall in Allen, Texas.” They are including the trigger happy asshole as a victim.

It chaps my ass enough to know that damn near any Tom, Dick or Henrietta out there are able to purchase semi and full automatic rifles over the local sportsmen’s counter.

The last time I checked you didn’t need AR-15 let alone 7 other weapons to go hunting. That is unless you are hunting humans.

The deranged individual that carried out this act of treason and terrorism not only had 3 of the legally purchased weapons on him, there were 5 more in the fucking car.

Not to mention he was an Army flunk out with idealist morals straight out of the Schutzstaffle Willkommenspaket für Mitarbeiter *clears throat* excuse me, SS Employee Welcome Packet. I absolutely refuse to include the name of such a person, henceforth thou shall be known as POG. Short for Piece Of Garbage.


As more information is released, the POGs photograph was released.

It’s very clear to me that this storm has been brewing in this individual since before declination from the United States Army in 2008. A Defense Department official told NPR that Army staff “quickly identified he was a problem.” The official did not go into detail about what the problem was. As a Veteran who completed Basic, I can assure you the military figured out he was unstable back then. Instead of training him, arming him and sending him to the land of sand to cause a massacre – they did what they always do and put him out. I’ve seen it firsthand, with a girl living two bunks down in Basic.

I fully believe psycho analysis should be performed during the enlistment process for all branches.
The shit you see on TV is mild.

The POG had a swastika located on his upper right chest and, the infamous Schutzstaffel double S on his left arm, underneath the outline of Texas with the states name in cursive through the middle. Either the media is using a filter or non of that black ink injected under the sub-dermal layer of skin was aged over 18 months. Or maybe POG disturbed artist used Ancient Krakens Blood.. idk 🤷‍♀️.

As a Third Generation German American and Jewish Woman, I also FULLY understand the entirety of Nazi Germany. The placement of the tattoos is sudo accurate, however because of POGs multiracial ethnicity- he would have been killed in the streets just for having them.

I am NOT a racist, I AM a realist.

Just as my life would have been taken for my beliefs. My pale ass skin, blue eyes and blond hair wouldn’t have saved me.


In this society, it is uncomfortably hard to go anywhere with any level of personal security. An individual can’t even perform decently on a ride share app without their paid riders stealing shit from their cars. Yet we are allowing people to purchase semi automatic rifles?!

The numbers are staggering!

The threat of Marshall law is very real. Our leadership is nothing but Celebrity Death Match. They stopped listening long ago. We’ve gone from a thriving sudo dictatorship to Ronald McDonalds crusty uncle.

As someone who dedicated their life to the country and spent the prime of their life fighting someone else’s war… I am ashamed to call America my home. -🍋💋


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