Yes. I stopped writing.

I’ve come into a state of mind where I am finding that I drive people away by simply being me.

I truly believed by trying to heal my social issues and face the things that scare me the most.. I’d be okay. This held really well for about a year, I had a couple of friends and they seemed to understand me.

Lately, it’s been more of a decline. Seems that people don’t want to know me. My personality, and humor are considered too dark and aggressive for most.

I won’t apologize for who I am… but sharing myself has gotten me absolutely nowhere.

No one actually cares about anything but themselves. Especially when you try, you are pushed away or judged as weird.

I don’t know how to be any other way. I suppose I am just lost. It’s okay. I will now focus on something other than a goal I will never achieve.

Thank you for all your support… if anyone ever actually read this…