LIFE UPDATE:

I need to explain something for a moment. It has been 6 months since I have left the Resturant Business. It has been a very hard adjustment. Despite a large portion of my life falling away with the loss of my grandfather— I was also learning how to go from 10,12, or 14 hour work days for the last 22 years.

It’s a massive change, and it is incredibly scary to choose to retire from a career. It is the end of a chapter, and at 40 years old without a major disability.. I don’t qualify for any of the financial or medical benefits.

During these past 6 months, I have chosen to heal myself. Answer questions that I wouldn’t have the time otherwise. It has been the first time in 20+ years I have been able to unlock emotions beyond anger, rage, sadness and doubt. I have taken the time to delve myself nearly obsessively into my DNA structures and truly what makes me, me.

The days have been long and treacherous. There have been more battles where lies have overtaken the truth and my mind has drank the poison it poured— but now im done.

As the veil breaks and the butterfly stretches it’s wings for the first time, I too stand and stretch my legs— as they are no longer bound by the lifetime of lies told to hold me in place.