What could you do differently?

According to all currently supported and former survey-able sources, LIFE.

Let’s be real.

Since last spring, it seems like I am constantly being blindsided by the most inconvenient disturbances at the exact worst possible time.

Coupling constant stress and pressure on top of an already heavy anxiety and depressive subtext is not a recipe for functioning…

… especially after the only support system you’ve ever known has disappeared as a ramification of a volatile emotional circumstance.

It’s lonely to watch others as their phones light up and a smile comes across their face. Someone was genuinely thinking of them.

Instead, Ive got 44 messages from the American Red Cross calling service for someone that had my number nearly 3 years ago. Their sheer persistence is filling my voicemail shows exactly how much they care.

It’s very fucking hard to be emotional special needs and survive in this self centered, narcissistic, selfish, cease poolside society.