What is one word that describes you?

I’d go with plague, or confused due to my current attitude towards life at this moment in the morning….

However those are NOT the words that has been a constant descriptor for others throughout my life. From the time I was a kid, to just last week…(to be completely honest, I am still undecided in the appropriate way to act when it is said to my face. Should I smile and say thank you? Or do I act on my impulse to dismiss and deny because I don’t like to be noticed?)

Let me tell you what it’s like to be naturally charming…. (Fuck! It still bothers me, even when I say it. Like some bold faced omission of the self confidence I lack.)

In every glance, a graceful dance,
Charm weaves its spell, a subtle trance.
With words that sway and smiles that gleam,
The charming soul, a radiant beam.

With wit as sharp as a polished blade,
In every room, their presence is made.
Their laughter rings with effortless grace,
A charm that time cannot erase.

They navigate the social sea with ease,
A master of the art of gentle tease.
Their charisma shines like morning dew,
In their aura, hearts find rescue.

For charm is not just skin deep,
It’s the kindness in the words we keep.
In every gesture, genuine and true,
A charming soul, forever anew.

Now I’m going back to bed to sulk about how shitty things in my very first world life are. Or maybe I’ll fly a fucking kite today.

Something’s got to give.