When I can’t think enough to write, I draw. my friends on Facebook have been dropping two words in the comments on my pinned post. So why not do it here too! Drop two words in the comments between now and July 15th and I will draw it into a picture! -🍋💋

This morning I received the update that this blog as reached 1000 views! I absolutely must thank those who hav supported this little venture. It is a truly humbling fact for someone who has spent everyday feeling so trapped and lonely. To be honest, I did not think anyone would want to read my posts.…

Guys. I have been unable to access this account for about a week now. For some reason WordPress decided my credentials weren’t what I thought they were. Clearly, problem solved. However I am having another conundrum. I have this page which is fully built out, operating and gaining follows. Yet, this brand name is on…

I don’t know if this writing thing is for me… I thought I had a sense of humor, and I was good at explaining through my story telling. Apparently, I am just higher than the sky and not hiding it well at all. I am a person that has spent 40 years embarrassed of my…

I cannot express how difficult it is to write at the current moment. For the last week, I have been completely blank. Numb to anything outside of my personal pain and depression. Unfortunately these episodes render me unable to process my thoughts, let alone communicate them. Once the manic subsides the explaining and praying begins.…

Y’all…. I cannot believe I allowed myself to think that common courtesy was a thing— or maybe it’s my unreasonably high expectations for humans again. I don’t know. Frankly, I am incapable of caring— anymore. It’s currently 2:25am, and I’m wide awake. Again. Laying here questioning my self value because I cannot get over myself.…

Healing is hard. Especially when your inner child wants love, your teenage self wants revenge and your current self just want peace. Today, I am having a really hard time motivating— or leaving bed. I just feel the need to be static. I’m so disturbed in my core. I am going to take the next…